| An interview
with Alan Goulder (77)
Q: Have your preconceptions about T'ai Chi altered
since you started practising it?
A: Yes. I thought at first it would be fairly easy but soon found
quite the opposite. It's much more complex. The movements, done
well, are more meaningful, delicate and precise than I realised,
requiring harmony and quietness which I believe T'ai Chi can teach.
There is a great deal to learn and remember.
Q:Have you noticed any changes in yourself since
you started T'ai Chi?
A: Yes. At first a change for the worse. It created irritation,
frustration, confusion and stress. I couldn't see any point in
it and several times I almost gave up. Then --gradually I began
to notice changes. My memory began to improve. I'm learning to
be more patient, hopeful and much less self-critical. My physical
balance and general health and strength are much improved.
Q: What do you find most enjoyable about T'ai
Chi?
A: - A feeling of progress and achievement.
- the challenge. As I reach the crest of one
hill, a higher one beckons in the distance.
-sometimes getting a feeling for just a moment
of wonderful stillness when my mind and body are in perfect harmony
and peace and I can 'let go' and feel safe. I suppose it is a
tiny glimpse of what it is all about.
- most of all, the friends I've made.
Q: What are your T'ai Chi ambitions?
A: to enjoy it and make steady progress. To improve self-confidence
and understand myself a liitle better - who knows, maybe to live
an extra week or two longer than I otherwise would. AND for goodness
sake To Have Fun.
I always enjoy and feel lots of benefit from Chi Kung and standing
meditation.
Conclusion: I'm allowed to do the best I can
with much encouragement and not the slightest pressure - so I
begin to enjoy it more and I'm sticking with it.
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